Pasrah

There's nothing else i can do to convince him...

It's all dead end because he choose to closed the door before knowing what inside the room...

Thousand question still can't find the answer neither the solution....

arghhhhhhhhh

How can he be that stubborn enough when he know exactly everything about it?

Damn Accessories! <-- I don't give a DAMN about it. 

Accessories is just Accessories <-- there's no need to brag about it!  

I am happy for everything i had in my life right now but that doesn't mean i give a DAMN about accessories..  

If i can choose what i can have in my life, i would do that but sadly i can't choose what i had in my life right now..  

He said that i don't have anything to be brag on you <-- 

What the hell was that?  you know DAMN RIGHT about how i feel about us and how i don't give a DAMN about all the stupid accessories that you always worried about... 

which part can't you understand? Happiness <- who can guarantee about that? neither you or me can guarantee about that...  

you already choose to run from the fight which never begin..  really disappointed with your decision...  

how come you said all those sweet, lovable, memorable things but you just don't wanna fight for it? 

I am happy for see you happy <-- don't you realized that you are my happiness  

You are the first man who made me feel like a teenager for falling in love with you You are the best thing that happen in my life....  

I feel comfortable with you, feel free to talk about everything without afraid to be judge by you.

I am happy even just heard your voice, reading your email and some stupid message from you...  

Even sometimes i feel sad about us but when i am with you, the clock just stopped... 

I am not exaggerate anything but only write what i feel about it...  

Although I've said before i will stand by your side until you force me to leave you and Takdir Allah Swt but the true is i couldn't leave you even you force me to do that for my own good...  

Ever heard about the wisdom busuk that said Cinta tidak harus memiliki <-- well i never and don't buy that crap..  

Cinta tidak harus memiliki itu adalah jalan terakhir yang harus ditempuh ketika mengerahkan segala daya dan upaya tak memiliki hasil dan solusi barulah itu jalan terakhir yang ditempuh... 

maka ketika belum mengerahkan segala daya dan upaya dan kemudian memutuskan untuk menyerah <-- itu yang sama sekali membuatku tak habis pikir...  

Jika satu hari kau membaca postingan ini, aku hanya ingin kau tahu bahwa semua ini mungkin terasa terlalu berlebihan buatmu tapi ini semua keluar dari hati yang terdalam...  

Maaf jika ada kata-kata yang terlalu menusuk hati..  

Maaf karena tak pernah mengerti semua keputusanmu...  

Maaf jika semua yang terungkap disini membuatmu menjadi semakin merasa bersalah karena ternyata semua lebih dalam dari yang kau perkirakan.

One thing for sure : i never regret for knowing you and falling in love with you is the best thing that happen in my life...  

*mo tidur dulu ach*