Thursday, 18 February 2016

Close Chapter

Yes i should do that earlier but its never too late to do that right now. 


The last couple of years was really hard for me. I still remember all the details (mostly the bad depressing moments).

Right now I don't want to over think and over analyse why this happen to me

I already chose to close that chapters and now I felt relieved because of that

All those dark episodes in my life has to be forgotten like how we both know each other, be friends with each other, falling in love or the best part spend the rest of our live together.

Right now I don't remember anything about us.

Ever since I found out how easily you threw me and replaced with stupid girls, so I did the same thing although I haven't found your replacement.

Don't ever had the impression that you are irreplaceable because you are damn replaceable.

I would enjoy the time for myself, try to make all my dream come true, enjoy being surrounded by family and friends.

I might have found the candidate to replaced you for good but I'll take my time because this time I won't settle for less than i should

I won't make the same mistake like when I met you and thinking about to spend the rest of my life.

Right now I am just gonna enjoy every damn moments I had with him.

No hard feelings but please stay away from my life

Sunday, 7 February 2016

I HATE YOU

DAMN RIGHT I DID

I REALLY HATE YOU AND THE FACT THAT I TRUST YOU FROM THE VERY BEGINNING

YOU REALLY A PIECE OF SHIT. 

YEA I REALLY REALLY HATE YOU RIGHT NOW

I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I FALL ON YOUR ACT, WORD OR PROMISE THAT YOU WILL CHANGE

THE FACT THAT YOU WILL COME TO SENSE AND FIX ALL THE PROBLEMS THAT YOU HAVE MADE UP IN THE FIRST PLACE

SO MUCH PROMISE TO ME THAT YOU WOULD NEVER TURN THESE KIND OF ASSHOLE

I REALLY THOUGHT YOU WERE DIFFERENT 

WELL YOU ALREADY PROVE THAT YOU EXACTLY THE SAME LIKE THOSE ASSHOLE

WELL ONCE AGAIN YOU PROVED TO ME AND EVERYONE AROUND ME THAT THEY WERE RIGHT FROM THE START

I SHOULD NEVER TRUST YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE

I SHOULD HAVE STOP SPENDING THE NIGHT CRY ABOUT YOU

I SHOULD HAVE STOP SPENDING THE NIGHT THINKING WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG TO YOU TO DESERVE THIS TREATMENT FROM YOU

I AM NOT GONNA BEG YOU TO STAY BECAUSE YOU ALREADY MADE UP YOUR MIND ABOUT IT AND I WONT BEG ANYTHING FROM ANYONE

YOU SHOULD REMEMBER THOSE WORD THAT I HAVE TOLD BEFORE : 
IF SOMEDAY YOU FIND SOMEONE ELSE TO REPLACE ME, I WOULD WALK OUT FROM YOUR LIFE FOR GOOD

HOPE YOU BOTH HAPPY 

ONE DAY YOU WILL REGRET FOR LEAVING ME AND CHOOSE THAT BITCH

GOOD BYE DICKHEAD AND SLUT