Brand new dika ;)

I know it's already April 2016 and it's too damn late to start a new year resolution.

It's hard to please everyone and pretend that you are fine with that.

It's easier to make people angry or even mad with you.

Maybe it's related to all the situations that happen to me lately but maybe it doesn't related

I am sick and tired looking out other people's feeling when they don't even bother looking out for my feelings

Super duper sick and tired try to understand everyone's felt when that person doesn't even bother to understand my feelings.

So start from now if I ain't gonna sugarcoat everything I said.

If anyone ever feel hurt by whatever I said and doesn't accept my apologies, by all means that person can go to hell.

World better prepare for the brand new dika ;)

Its happening again

Ya Rabb

What I've should do about this good news.

I know that I've shouldn't react like this about this good news but I am just a human being after all.

I don't regret what's happening in my life especially whats been happening toward my marriage life.

I've done everything that I could to save it and it's just for the best that the marriage is over.

I just don't know how to react to this good news because I know how desperately I want to have those kind experience in my life.

First my sister in law and now my best friend since junior high school which will experience all those amazing stuff.

Ya Rabb, please help me to deal with this kind of emotion.

Bismillah ;)