Monday 30 July 2007

Huh

Pucinkkkkkk deh.....

its suck when you want to share with your friend, he/she ultimately judge that u re not supposed to be complaining about your life but what you have right now its a bless cause not everyone can have what u have right now... 

I don't mean to be rude but he/she was not understand what i am saying :( 

i don't mean to be complaining about my life right now but somehow i felt that kinda emptiness inside of me (sadly i don't know why i should felt that kinda emptiness)... 

Huh...

ironic isn't it! 

i had so many thing in my life right now but somehow i felt that kinda emptiness... Huh

Kira2 kenapa yach? huhuhu

Wednesday 25 July 2007

Goodbye Mbah Sri

Mbah Sri :(

I am really really sowrie i can be there with you in your last day on earth...

Even though i don't really know you well (cause i don't spend much time knowing you) but i have slept in your house for couple of weeks.

Mbah i am really sowrie that i crash your new bike :(

I remember what u said about that bike : ah never mind, no need to worried :( Huhuhuhuhu. Hihihi 

Mom and Dad were mad at me because i crash your new bike huhuhu

Good bye Mbah Sri :)

Nice knowing U Mbah Sri

Semoga diterima disisiNya.....

Bored

Bored with my life

Bored with the same old brand new stuff that happening in my life right now!

I hate this kinda situation!

Hated that adik durjana because of her, everyone in bad temper right now!

Hated with my loved life situation right now!

Why is it history repeat again in the same kinda folder (What the hell i am saying right now.. hehehe)
Bored

Tuesday 24 July 2007

Adik Durjana Huh

Adik durjana :(
Why do you come again and ruins people life again huhuhuhu
Make me more shocked again :(


Why is it happen again :( makes me more damn shocked :(

U are not that innocent i think u were! Hmmmmmm

Thanks to you because of your behavior u make everybody piss!


It's hurt me more deeper than before!
You are not an innocent little girl again :(
Don't you realized it because of you, young sister mad with old sister :(


Don't you realized it nobody loves u anymore :( 

because your stupid behavior
Thanks a lot adik durjana because of you, everyone hearts is hurting right now :(

Just go and walk away from my life!

Don't you dare come again and call me uni/kakak cause you already lost that privilege :(



I don't consider u as my little sister anymore


Just go away :(


Go messing around with your life! 

I had enough with you :(

Already hated u with all of my heart :(

It's not Fair

It's not fair

How come it's fair! who is judging who!


sometimes what we wants not always we can have it! sometimes what we don't want but we can have it in a flash :(


that's what makes life more fun right?


Hate this kinda situation! Suck situation :(




But thats what make you the person you are right now!





what the hell i am saying right now!






Done writing

it's over before its start

it's over before it's start

Hate to do this because i realized that my feeling for you its growing each day :(
 


But i had to do this for the sake of my mind and my hearts....



If i am being selfish i want to have you just for me but off course i couldn't do that....

so this is the last time i wrote this for u...


Goodbye...
 


I got to over this before it's started.....


For someone i used to called Mr Jitak (Hope he read this)

Sunday 15 July 2007

Butterfly Effect

is it true what i am feeling right now :(

People said when u r in love with someone, u will feel a butterfly effect in our stomach.. 

I don't believe it until today cause i feel that butterfly effect when i am with him... Huhuhu
 

What's wrong with me :(
 

is it ok if i had this kinda feeling for him :(
 

But i don't know him well enough :( 

could it be that he felt the same like i felt for him right now? Huhuhuhu
 

No one ever did that to me! The way he treat me so damn special :( huhuhu
 

Even though i had to make sure about something first :( hopefully what i assumed wasn't right
 

For someone i know from feb 2007 until now.
 

For someone whose i spend the noon with (July 13 2007) :) 

Someone i used to called Mr Jitak :)
 

Miss u :)