Got the message

Received the message, loud and clear.

It's my fault for getting high hope for this to work.

I've should know better that it was too damn fast for a new relationship right after 6-7 months divorce

Clearly I am the only one whose dying to meet and want to know if there's any spark in real life or those thing are just my illusion.

I should've read the damn sign, it's too damn obvious.

Bold of me to assume that this so called relationship are real and he feels the same damn thing.

He want the same thing like I want to when it's obviously his works are always and will always be his top priority

Once he told me about his plan to come visit and ask me to rearrange the plan for that special visit. Later on he told me that he got a new project, that visitation are pending to undefined time.

Second time when I ask him, he told me something about turnover employees in his workplace and he can't afford to have long vacation until he can find a new job.

Since I am the only one who complaint about the 6 hours time difference and dying to meet him in real life.

I want to get to know him in real life so I can see with my own eyes how his reaction if he smiles, happy, sad or even angry

I want to have social interaction with him in his life because I want to know if the spark I feel are also there in real life

Well since the last time we communicate on WhatsApp are 24 July 2019 and he won't even text or WhatsApp until today, I guess I know where my position.

I got the messages, LOUD and CLEAR

GOODBYE