i'll get over you (for good)

Artist: Go West

Song: King of Wishful Thinking

I don’t need to fall at your feet
Just ’cause you cut me to the bone
And I won’t miss the way that you kiss me
We were never carved in stone
If I don’t listen to the talk of the town
Then maybe I can fool myself..

I’ll get over you.. I know I will
I’ll pretend my ship’s not sinking
And I’ll tell myself I’m over you
’cause I’m the king of wishful thinking
I am the king of wishful thinking

I refuse to give in to my blues
That’s not how it’s going to be
And I deny the tears in my eyes
I don’t want to let you see.. no
That you have made a hole in my heart
And now I’ve got to fool myself..

I’ll get over you.. I know I will
I’ll pretend my ship’s not sinking
And I’ll tell myself I’m over you
’cause I’m the king of wishful thinking..
I’ll get over you.. I know I will
I’ll pretend my ship’s not sinking
And I’ll tell myself I’m over you
’cause I’m the king of wishful thinking

I will never, never shed a tear for you
I’ll get over you

If I don’t listen to the talk of the town
Then maybe I can fool myself..

I’ll get over you.. I know I will
I’ll pretend my ship’s not sinking
And I’ll tell myself I’m over you
’cause I’m the king of wishful thinking
I’m the king of wishful thinking
I’ll get over you.. I know I will
You made a hole in my heart
But I won’t shed a tear for you
I’ll be the king of wishful thinking
I’ll get over you..
I’ll pretend my heart’s still beating
’cause I’ve got no more tears for you
I’m the king of wishful thinking..
I’ll get over you.. I know I will
You made a hole in my heart
And I’ll tell myself I’m over you
’cause I’m the king of wishful thinking
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lagi suka banget sama lagu diatas *lagunya bikin semangad lagi kalo mendadak lagi down karena something yang gak penting ituh*

take a deep breath and listen to the little voice in my hearts saids : dear dika, you got to stop thinking about that evil devil guy. It's useless because it was never mean to be for the very first time. it's almost 6 year since that moment. U really had to move on. Get rid off that person inside your heart and your mind. You had to try open your heart for someone else. Do you really think that person still think and remember you. Gee. Wake up Girls...*

berasa ditampar pake ban waterboom jakarta pas baca tulisan diatas *lebai yakz i know that*

Semangad ka, kamu bisaaaaaaaaaaaa *kayak slogan yang diteriakin sby ntu jadinya* hihihihi

Lagian ka bingung kenapa juga semua tentang dia begitu sangat membekas sampai dengan hari ini *padahal semua kenangan yang ada itu bukan kenangan manis tapi kenangan menyakitkan* <-- i talked too much sudahlah... I'll get over you for good Bismillah Ps : This time i really mean it... no more subject, no more memory..... Mulai Hidup yang baru... Goodbye Panjoel for good

alam bawah sadar tak bisa dikelabui

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

ngga tau kenapa penyakit ini datangnya cuman tiap bulan tertentu ajah *hiks*

apakah hal itu dikarenakan karena satu event yang teramat sangat mengerikan binti mengenaskan pada zaman tertentu hiks *mungkin alam bawah sadar secara tak langsung seketika langsung mengoperasikan software spesial di zaman tertentu* hiks

bisa jadi event yang teramat sangat mengerikan binti mengenaskan sudah terkikis oleh praduga proses format memory sudah terselesaikan dengan baik.

Mungkin bisa mengelabui diri sendiri tapi alam bawah sadar sepertinya tak akan pernah bisa dikelabui bahwa ternyata event mengerikan dan mengenaskan itu ternyata belum benar-benar terhapus dengan baik.

bisa jadi event mengerikan dan mengenaskan sebenarnya tak mengandung senyawa berbahaya *kok kayak obat ya* tapi mungkin menjadi teramat sangat mengerikan binti horor binti teramat sangat mengenaskan jika terjadi berulang-ulang kali....

adakah yang sudah temukan formula ajaib untuk memformat memory untuk menghapus event mengerukan binti mengenaskan tanpa menghapus even sempurna lainnya

1. *sigh*