"How Love Dies Quietly"
How can someone love and loathe the same person in the same breath?
It’s madness, isn't it?
To go from “forever” to “whatever” in the blink of a lie.
From Ijab Kabul—a vow spoken in the presence of Allah, angels, and the living—
To silence.
To betrayal.
To a fool chasing shadows just to scratch an itch of curiosity, Unaware, or uncaring, that he is ripping his wife's soul apart, Thread by thread.
She tried— God knows she did.
She stood by him when even her own blood turned their backs, When the world whispered, “Leave him. He’s not worth it.”
She chose love over logic, loyalty over lectures.
But she is only human.
And even the strongest hearts break.
Especially when they break alone.
She hid her battles from her parents.
Smiled through her tears.
She leaned on her circle of light—
Her friends, her safe space—
The only warmth in her nights of frost.
And when the pain got too heavy, When home became a graveyard of memories, She left.
No drama.
No loud goodbye.
Just… silence.
He didn’t chase.
Not at first.
And maybe that hurt the most.
But then, Like all guilty ghosts,
He returned.
Empty words. Empty eyes.
No apology, just promises soaked in déjà vu.
She gave in—again.
Because sometimes, We miss the idea of a person, More than the person himself.
He said he would change.
He swore on every inch of her trust.
But monsters don't change.
They just learn how to hide better.
She caught him.
Again.
Different sins, same cycle.
He thought she wouldn’t notice.
He forgot she’d grown wise in war.
Now, she feels… nothing.
No more fire. No more storms.
Just... quiet.
Revenge crossed her mind.
Her friends said, “Do it.”
But when the chance came, She couldn’t.
She wouldn’t.
Because even in hell, She won’t burn herself just to prove a point.
But oh, she’s not blind.
She knows the whispers.
The judgement. The “you’re so stupid” glances.
She hears the laughter behind closed doors.
She sees the pity in their eyes.
She let those friends go.
The ones who threatened to leave if she stayed.
Let them keep their pride.
She has her own now.
And still, She wonders— Is this love?
Or just a habit too hard to break?
She forgives him.
Not because he deserves it,
But because she deserves peace.
And here’s what he doesn’t know:
She knows everything.
Every lie.
Every message.
Every late night he thought he got away with.
She’s still here… for now.
But this isn’t forever.
Not anymore.
So, darling— Decide.
Me… or your cheap thrills?
But do it fast.
Because I won’t wait forever.
And when I’m gone…
Regret will be the only thing left keeping you warm.
My Dear Dika,
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Although you feel that you're alone, in fact you're not... HE always besides you and listen to your pray.
Never in once loose hope and your faith, someday your pray will be answered by HIM through HIS way and HIS time.
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My Dear Friends,
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