Why

Why this thing won't go away?

Why this should happen again?


Why i make it hard to myself when i knew that this thing wouldn't work out?


Why can't i back off and finally give up?


Why am i insist conquer and try so hard to be a winner on a battle which i know impossible to win?


Why i should be this stubborn again and again as always?


Why should i handle this battle again and again?


Why i keep insist, pushing and tell this time will be so much different?


Why i keep standing here and trying to pretend that everything is under control when i knew that everything was a total mess?


Why this happen again and again?


Arghhhhhhhhhhhhh


*i really need some rest and fresh air*


Back to the real word i guess thats the right thing to do right now....


Hmffffffffffffffffffffffffff