How

Tell me how to forgive someone whose storm out all the hurtful and bad stuff to you?

Tell me how to wipe those hurtful memory in your heart for good?

Tell me how to react after that person ask your forgiveness?

Tell me how to get rid that painful image in your memory for good?

Tell me how should I let go all the anger and pain that I am feeling inside?

Tell me why I should forgive and forget that person mistake?

I don't know how to handle these kind of accident.

Just give me sometime so I can erase that image for good.

Maybe one day, you'll earn my love and respect again.

But for now, sorry to said that you've lost my love and respect for you.

It's not me. It's just you 

Forgiven but not forgotten

Have you lost your fucking damn mind queen Oslo.

After you storm out all of anger, hateful words and all. Now out of nowhere, you just call her and text on WhatsApp asking for forgiveness.

You expect her to forgive you that easily huh? Like that doomsday never happen 

Damn, you're so damn naïve and stupid sometimes.

You just can't accept that she will forgive you easily and take you back like before.

Don't worry, she will forgive your stupid rant, hateful words and everything but don't expect things will back to normal just like that 

Hope you're not forget those hateful words and rant you've send to my WhatsApp.

Don't worry, you're save since I didn't have any intention to show it to them.

Oh right, you're forgiven but I don't forget every single thing you've said to me 

Sorry to disappoint you, but you've lost my respect and love 

Another Doomsday

Astagfirullah...

The day that I fear the most are happens today.

Mom and dad already suffer enough since my divorce and every consequences that came with it

Dad have more than enough in his plate to worry about this stupid little stuff

Mom also have to accept the fact that her daughter being left out by the cowardly ex husband

Now these, she have to accept the fact that her son has an awfully wife.

Today, finally see her true self. What lies beneath those beautiful, sweet little girl have an ugly personality.

She is yelling, screaming, throwing some stuff. She is being rude towards her, right in front of Alkha 

Sadly, I can't do anything else about it.

I am really really sorry mom and dad, both of you have to relive the same nightmare 

She even dare to accused me said a lot of bad word about her to mom. What the fuck !!!!!!!!!!!!

What's in it for me ?!!!!!!?!?!????

Hope one day, she'll regret every single thing that she said to mom and won't able to do anything about it

She remove me from every social media like path, Facebook, Instagram.

No matter how much you hate me, your husband is my brother. Nothing she can't do to change that