Brand new dika ;)

I know it’s already April 2016, and it’s way too late to start a New Year’s resolution.

It’s impossible to please everyone and pretend you’re okay with it.

It’s way easier to make people angry—or even mad at you.

Maybe it’s because of everything that’s been happening to me lately, or maybe it’s not.

I’m sick and tired of watching out for other people’s feelings when they don’t even bother to care about mine.

I’m super, super sick and tired of trying to understand everyone else’s emotions when they don’t even try to understand mine.

So starting now, I’m not going to sugarcoat anything I say.

If anyone ever gets hurt by what I say and refuses to accept my apology, well… that person can just go to hell.

The world better get ready for the brand new Dika. ;)

Its happening again

Ya Rabb,

What should I do with this good news?

I know I probably shouldn’t react this way to such good news, but after all, I’m only human.

I don’t regret what has happened in my life, especially with my marriage.

I did everything I could to save it, and maybe it’s for the best that it’s over.

I just don’t know how to react to this good news because I know how much I’ve longed for experiences like these.

First my sister-in-law, and now my best friend since junior high—they’re both about to experience all those amazing things.

Ya Rabb, please help me handle these feelings.

Bismillah. ;)