That's it

That's it? That's all I can say right now

Noooooooo

After some small accident that happen today, i get scold both from ketua adat and kepala suku hehehe

After I told every single thing that I've felt couple month in the back and its kinda drive me nuts

All ketua adat says is : kerja itu jangan pake hati, apapun yang dulu pernah terucap jangan dimasukin ke hati.

Kalo sekarang kamu dikasih kerjaan trs orang lain yg nerusin that's mean you so damn good.

You will be the head of internal control and what's the hell you trying to do just now, resign?

That was stupid.

Don't you know that Internal control means you supervise every single thing everyone did and you will have your own team. You will be the head of internal control.

It mean something than just doing some paper work accounting sheet.

They told you to built an SOP of something then hand it to someone else to continue and then they told you to make another SOP of something

You know what's that all about : they know what's your capable of doing, they know you are great at this so that why they give you this assignment

So what if your background was finance and you don't do finance work.

Work means that do a lot of different task not doing the same task over and over again.

Internal control means you supervise everything and that's means you will learn so much about every single thing

U said that you don't have any job to do.

Its a new school for god sake so its natural if there's nothing much to do

If you don't have anything to do then by all mean read something, learn something, practice something

You know what they give you this assignment because they know that you are that good that's why.

Don't just give up and said I don't do this because this isn't my specialty.

Work is never ending learning

Keep fighting

Prove it to them that you are so much better than this

If you really can't handle it anymore then by all means just quit but then what will you do next?

Do you already have plan or got a new job again?

Dear, working isn't about doing the same thing over and over again.

If that's what you think about working well then I guess I was wrong send you to college and study all those thing

Working is always learn something new, something different, something that's not always our specialty.

Your new job that they were given its great.

By all means its like that they give you promotion without you realized it

Just give it a try and see what's happen next please

If you already try it and it was not as you think it was and couldn't handle it again then you can resign

I never teach you to run from responsibility just like you did today

I know this isn't like what in you have in mind about that dream job but you already choose to have this job so do your job with the very best effort you can give

Give it a try and probably you might like and love this job a lot

If you can't handle this then by all means you won't survive in anywhere because no matter where you work, stuff like this always happen

Give it sometime :)

Don't give a damn about what's been said in the past because what's happen in the past stay in the past

Just think positive that the reason they give you this job because they know that you are damn good at this and they want to teach you everything so that why they make you Head of Internal Control.

They know that you can do much more than just doing some finances sheet.

You should be grateful that they give you that position, that's because they know you can growth much more than before.

Its a great opportunity and sadly I can't think any single thing why you want to resign because of this?

I never teach my kids to run from responsibility and I really don't want you to do that

Give it a try and see what's happen next.

Well after that long word with ketua adat, I realized that I was take this the wrong way.

I let the heart, the anger take control and simply ignore what mind said

Well I guess that I'll give it a try then, what's harm could it be

*udah malam ngantuk plus pegel nulisnya*

Good night