We're getting back together ? really?

Honestly, I have no idea what “us” even means right now.

It all started on March 12, 2021, when he suddenly texted me on WhatsApp asking if I was still saying no to his request.

At the time, I didn’t reply. 

I thought there was nothing left to discuss, and I honestly didn’t expect him to reach out again—especially after 1.5 months of complete silence between us.

I wasn’t even sure what that silence meant—was it a breakup, or just a break from each other? 

As far as I knew, he had decided to end things because we didn’t share the same vision for the future. 

And the fact that we hadn’t spoken for 46 days left me confused and wondering why he suddenly texted me again—out of nowhere—after January 25, 2021.

To be honest, I didn’t take the message too seriously. 

I mean, how do you text someone out of the blue like that, without even bothering to ask how they’ve been, and just go straight into what you want to say?

So, I did what I thought was the most rational thing—I ignored his message for a week.

Part of me just didn’t know what to say anymore. Yes, I still loved him. 

But I wasn’t about to beg him to come back. HELL NO.

Then on March 21, 2021, he called me out of nowhere on WhatsApp. 

I didn’t want to talk, so I ignored the call. 

He followed up with a text to my other WhatsApp number, which I ignored as well.

Two days later, on March 23, 2021, he called again—this time through Google Duo. And not just once. That day, he called three times:

• 7:08 PM (3:08 PM in Riyadh) — lasted 20 minutes and 55 seconds

• 8:09 PM (4:09 PM in Riyadh) — lasted 34 minutes and 42 seconds

• 10:52 PM (6:52 PM in Riyadh) — lasted 35 minutes and 46 seconds

And from that day on, he started calling me regularly.

We talked a lot after that. 

I told him exactly how I felt—how hurt I was that he never gave me the chance to explain my side when I initially said no to his request. 

Instead, he just replied with, “I wish you the very best and good luck.”

I also told him I didn’t answer his call on March 21 because, honestly, I didn’t feel like there was anything left to say. 

And hearing those words from him—it truly broke my heart into pieces.

I didn’t hold anything back. 

I told him everything I had kept inside during those 46 days.

He sincerely apologized. 

He asked if there was anything he could do to fix things—to bring us back to the way we were before.

But I didn’t respond to that right away. 

I couldn’t. 

I didn’t want to get my hopes up. 

I couldn’t afford another heartbreak.

Still, since March 23, 2021, we’ve been back together. 

At least, back to our usual routines.

And honestly? 

He has changed. 

He’s become so much more thoughtful, more aware of my feelings, and genuinely seems to care about what I’ve been through.

If everything keeps going well...

Insha Allah, we’re getting married this year.

إِنْ شَاءَ ٱللَّٰهُ‎