Tuesday, 31 May 2016

Officially divorce

It’s Official — I’m Divorced.

30 May 2016.


The day the court made it final — My marriage is officially over.

I can’t quite put into words how I felt in that exact moment.


But I remember the tears.

I remember crying during the trial, And again when the judge declared that it was truly the end.

Strangely enough, I didn’t cry because I still loved him — That part of me had already gone numb.


I cried because it was real.

Because something that once held meaning had come to its conclusion.

I no longer carry any love for the man I used to call my husband.

But I do feel... relieved.

Relieved to finally know where I stand — To have clarity, closure, and peace with my status.

I don’t know what the future holds, Or who I might share the rest of my life with. 


But I’m done overthinking.

I’m done carrying weight that was never mine to bear.

Alhamdulillah.

It’s over.

And Alhamdulillah — the process was smooth and swift.

Right now, I just want to live.

To laugh with my closest friends,

To feel the warmth of my family,

To pour my heart into the work I love.

It’s time to come home to myself.

Time to choose me.

Bismillah.

Here’s to healing.
Here’s to new beginnings.