Closed Book

Close the Book

And no, don’t take it literally.

It’s been one hell of a couple of years—August 2014 until January 2016.

So much has happened during those years.

Nightmare after nightmare. Affair after affair. Betrayal.

Maybe I should have seen it coming from the start.

Maybe I should have guessed.

But I was clueless.

All my fears, all my nightmares—they came true.

Everything I never imagined possible suddenly became my reality.

It’s all happened now. And no matter how hard I try to erase it from my mind, it lingers.

I’ve learned not to blame myself.

Thousands of “what ifs” and endless questions flood my thoughts.

I wish there was a technology that could erase this madness from my memory.

I do believe, though, that what you give—good or bad—comes back to you.

What goes around, comes around.

Well, that’s it, I guess.

Bismillah.

Close the book.

:)