I Hate it

I Hate it so bad that makes me want to scream so loud in some place

I hate it so bad because never felt like this before

I hate it because this silence killing me

I hate it because all this time I try to compromise everything but when I ask you to compromise one single thing then you said all those hurt word

When people angry sometimes they said without thinking before

I hate it so much because realized you've said those word without knowing it hurt me deep inside

I know you've said those word because being trap into this whole situation

I felt that too and honestly I am desperately want to go to next step

Yesterday I still dream about our future, spending my whole life with someone I love (yes you) but now I don't know either I still want it

This whole thing make my world like hell

I am frustrate here too, can't you see that or you just don't want to see it

I never promise everything will run smooth but i can give my word that would never be any stupid request

All I ask to you, please be more compromise and flexible about this

Is it too much to ask

You said that you are tired and bla bla bla bla

But can't you imagine what's its like to be in my position.

In the other side was them who loved me dearly and I love them so much, yet the other side I have you (the man I love and i am willing spend the rest of my life with you)

I can't choose which side to stand and I won't choose

So I am gonna ask the same thing over and over again

Do you still have those dream about our future?

Do you still have the idea of spending the rest of your life with me?

Do you still have the same vision about our future?

If all the answer is yes, then by all means please be more flexible and more compromise

But if all the sudden, you feel it was too much then feel free to leave. I won't blame you for that

What your call? 

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